i usually talk in english with engoo teacher during work
i realized i used same pattern and same word today
i wanna to express that deviate from the pattern and words i use
i can’t express it
i think that it is important to speak english well that think in freely
i wanna to think in english logic when i use it
the day would come someday
i got a health checkup today
i had though that i had some problem in body, but anything wasnt came out about problem so far.
to figure out weather my body condition is good or not, i need to wait.
i thing i might not have any problem with the body.
nothing with any problem for body is good, but sometime i feel pain on the body.
okay maybe it is good to trust medical checkup and i live as usual.
anyway i wanna success my morning project all weekday
i talked with friend on the phone on the bus after work.
we talked lots of things and it was continued when i got home.
the part that made me thought is that some question that if i could go back to past
when did i wanna go back.
i said some childhood and explain why i decided
then, suddenly i realized that i am real adult.
i think i am not old but i am not young, so i have to be careful to spend time to do something
actually i still dont know what is the best choice to do, but i will remember i wont live for others.
wow i have to look back what i did for today to write a diary every week
it seem to good for our brain to remember something, but it’s a little bit difficult that
what i write for dairy
anyway i feel uncomfortable that the day i didnt wake up early to do my plan
i wrote that i failed to wake up here sometimes to reflect on myself here
but it’s been nothing changed…
what the hell i did how can i do that
i don’t know the way
we were working around the public park after launch with coworker
during working we were talking about success
then, one of my coworker tell me about his friend in college
the friend always wake up at 5am and do so many things for self-developer
since 20 years old.
even she coded if there is noting to say when she was hanging out with friend
we were wondering how she live so
whatever if i wanna be something, i would have to do in sincerely